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Monday, March 30, 2009

The love between me & her ,
It's over == ,
She can't even treat it as nothing ,
What can i do .?
I hate her so much until i can't hate,
But she's my friend now ,
But i don't know her anymore ..
She changed == ,
What now ..?
I'm really in the blur ,
Hope no one will get this hurtful feeling .


He's missed @ 7:27 PM
&I'll be waiting -

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Thanks for caring ,
It's just that ,
It's no use anymore .
I can't be happy .
She took my happiness away from me.
She treat me ill-ly ,
That means ,
She treat me as in i'm not that .
Am i invis ?
Or am i a trouble of your life ..?
Can't we get along ?
WHY WON'T YOU BE LIKE EVERYONE ..?
WHO CARES AND HELP ,
YOU DON'T ,
YOU EVERYTIME TREAT ME AS A SHIT .
HOW ABOUT THAT ?
I'M SORRY FOR THE CAP ,
It's JUST TOO HURT ..
it's just too hurt ...
it's too painful to cry anymore ..
it's too hard == ...
I'm sorry ...
There's no peace in my mind ,
I keep thinking ...
I regret of letting you go .. ==
But you are in good hands ,
Bro, Take care of her for me .


He's missed @ 8:30 PM
&I'll be waiting -

Saturday, March 28, 2009

I'm sorry ..
I should delete my blog ,
I should have delete my blog ...
It brings back moments
That i don't want to know ..
But it's all there ,
In colours ...
Now i've nothing to say == ,
This is how it's end .
A hopelessness of lies ...


He's missed @ 6:31 PM
&I'll be waiting -

Friday, March 20, 2009

You think ,
I'm that kind of person .
Suit yourself ,
I just want to be friends .
Read clearly .
Friends
I bold it up for you to see,
Just be friends .
Let bygones be bygones.
I'm sorry for scolding your friend , GIGI .
Your best friend , I'm sorry .
I know i can't say anymore sorry ,
If this is enough ,
There will be more .
There is nothing i can do right ..?
So yeah :]



Sweet bodoh ,
Today went out with kiki, saikang :D
Than we watch movie first o-o
Race to the witch mountian
Veri nice bodoh D:
After that ,
Watch finsh ,
Ask-ed Sai kang want watch PUSH .
But i think it's not nice == ,
But i keep ask sai kang want watch PUSH anot .
Than later i get piss-ed D: ,
Than choing by myself .
Than later LOLOLOL .
Than later i say , Want eat anot?
LOL MAN .
After that ,
Eat le ,
Go lan shop ,
Play left 4 dead . O-O ~
Than ki play audition :X
Than after that ,
She need to go home ,
But ps i can't pei her go home till MRT .
But i told her the way to go to MRT :D ,
After that ,
Saikang&me go home le .
Than want-ed play computer,
But buay sai == ,
Father sleeping ,
LOL . Than online liao don't know what to do ):

He's missed @ 9:24 AM
&I'll be waiting -

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Girl ,
I don't need your sorry anymore .
I've tried to be happy whenever you are there,
How about showing some kindness ..?
Whenever i come ,
You won't come ..?
Like that,
I die than you can come down all you want ..?
Is that what you wish for ?
The wish is also the same to me .
I'm really want-ed to die ..
But there is no use ..
I'm not gonna leave my love one .
Now it's gone ,
I know you didn't stab me .
But it's stab to me ..
Now it's too late for me ..
There is nothing i can do .
Can we just move on with our life..?
Like be friends ?
Stop ignoring each other ..?
And move on ..?
I hope you can .
I know i can too .
But it's you , that i'm worried about .
Hope you will understand .


Short post yeah ,
Yesterday totally fck up == .
Don't know what the hell the china boy laugh at me ,
Very damn piss-ed .
I fell down ,
They laugh ,
Smack them sia == .
But lazy whack siah .
They say they 369
WOH O_o
i was like , LOL ?
369! OMFGS == .
Damn man .
Than later all go home le , :]

He's missed @ 12:42 PM
&I'll be waiting -

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

HEY :D ,
Play-ed audi with ki just now ,
Than later play Vamp with BAKA :D
Than later sleep :B
But i watching TV :B,





it's hard for me to leave you ..
the love to me is still there ..
but how about you ..?
no , it's not that ..
i've been lonely since you leave me ..
you have changed ...
too much ..
why you changed so much ...
i'm really confuse ..
i love you so much , yet you stab me by the back .
are you just toying with me ..?
you have totally no fate in me ...

He's missed @ 9:03 AM
&I'll be waiting -

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Short post worh >< ,
Long time no post,
Because nothing to post xP , Haha

He's missed @ 11:44 AM
&I'll be waiting -

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Woh ! Today when lan shop again :o
LOL MAN ,
Witch/Tanks/Boomer/Hunter/Smoker/Hardos
So many we spawn :O
Than that stupid sk la , spawn tank ==,
Till make me piss-ed ..
Than donno what LOL.
THE BOOM LOLLOL
FCKING LOL LA .
Than go david house,
Than dadadaalalalal
Than finsh go elvis house downstair,
Done awhile . 8.30 i go find my father ,
Sk with me ,
Awhile go Mac,
Than go home .
Sk go gerald house ,
Than donno liao
Come back on computer
Bath ,
Than Muha :D
Ok, i've done my post .
i try to don't care your friends ,
but how about you ..?
i'm really confuse ...
i don't want this to happen .
please , don't do this to me ..
i'm really sorry ..
i know my sorry can't do anything ..
it's just to hard for you to forgive me ,
i know , i'm sorry ..
but it's no use .
no matter what i do you can't forgive me ..
i'm sorry ..

He's missed @ 9:40 PM
&I'll be waiting -

Friday, March 6, 2009

Veri funny today ,
Keane & me & sk ,
Go play L4D ,
But Keane play CoD4 ,
He own :o
Congrats :D ,
Later sk & me playing l4d
Cannot PLAY TOGETHER ==
Than later ALOT OF TANK :o
Veri LOL
Than later
Go find gerald ,
Than later play play
Ride Ride ,
Than go home Tada <3 .


I'm missing you ..
Where are you ..
When will the day come ..
The day i hold you tight ..
Please let it be soon ..
I've been waiting for my whole life ..
I'll wait for you to come back ..


He's missed @ 10:13 PM
&I'll be waiting -